Wednesday, August 4, 2004

I remember the days when the kids would yell at me, "Dad! leave me alone I can do it myself!"  We, I guess it's just I now,  have raised the girls to be in some ways strong and independent.  To have confidence that they can do things on their own.  I think that is a good attribute to have in one's personality.  But there are times recently when I have found that it's not physically possible for me to work full time and "do it myself!". The Redhead talks about not asking for "stuff".  I am suffering from the same affliction.  There is a sense that I should be able to take care of myself and my family.  I shouldn't have to ask others for help.  I'm not sure I can make it myself, but I'm going to give it my best.  School has started again and we have this week covered as far as getting to from school and me getting Lindsey to the rink.  Beyond that I'm not sure how right now how I'm going to do it.  I will ask for help and have asked for help, and interestingly have people asking me for help.  It somehow feels like I'm healing and getting back to normal when there are people out there having a harder time than I am.  But it will be a real challenge for me to still work enough hours to keep my job and still be able to get the girls where they need to go. 9:18:18 AM

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