Tuesday, September 7, 2004

I haven't talked about the tragedy in Russia.  I find it hard to even think about it.  And there was this hurricane thing going on around here. Today Doc pointed me over here which made me realize that like my attempts to deal with my loss and trying to be happy again, that there may be a way for me to respond to the bad things in the world by responding in a way that contributes to the good in the world and allow me to focus my energies not on the bad things I can't control and instead on the good things I can. When the newspaper reporter called me after the accident, and again after the civil traffic court appearance by the man who killed Cindy,  I felt as if he was looking for my feelings towards this man.  I responded then that I couldn't focus any of my energy on him that I had to focus on raising my daughters and doing everything I can for them.  Parhaps I can do that with things like the horrors of what happened in Russia too. 11:43:12 AM

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