. . .been watching commercial, popular Korean movies: Peppermint Candy & Joint Security Area (korean with no subtitles/no i don't speak korean but let the images guide) . . . reveals my huge ignorance about the political/social/cultural turmoil in Korea these past decades . . . can't/won't imagine the suffering beyond the petty, self generated country borders - personal boundries . . . my lower back causes great pain . . . while visiting a doctor of alternative medicines the suggestion was to lessen the load . . . stop carrying the weight of the world . . . consciously carry very little . . . how to deal with information? . . . when does information become knowledge? . . . how to act? . . . the doctor, after listening to answers of what seemed to me completely random questions . . . prescribed Tabacum a homeopathic tobacco . . . "insane in the membrane"(son's favourite expression these days) . . . grew up with a father who struggled and then quit smoking & never smoked myself find myself with liquid drops of tobacco . . . how to act? . . . search for information . . .