Monday, August 20, 2001

It has become increasingly difficult to kill small animals and pets in our area. I think some of my neighbors are getting suspicious. I shouldn’t have taken that dog so close to home in the first place but I guess you live and learn. I wish I could stop myself but… hey mom, learning a little more than you wanted to? I was just going to bitch about my computer problems but I figured I scare you a little to start. If you want to stop coming to this page I’ll completely understand. My therapy sessions are becoming a little crowded as more people find subtle ways to ask questions that I leave hanging. Brandy you know who you are. Back to mom. I think it bothers me that you are here because I successfully hid most of this crap for so long it seems like a shame to open the curtain at this late date. It’s just getting harder to put my fingers in my ears and chant lalalala until it seems like no one is around again. Cousin and Aunt this weekend went great except working Thursday into Friday on the ambulance put me asleep 5 minutes after we came back from dinner. The Million in the rain was a little slice of heaven on Saturday and I only came away with 2 major issues. 1 I will write about tomorrow (how’s that for a tease? This is getting sick.) And the other was suppressing the urge to tackle a race patron and twist her ankle. Then, humiliate her and see if she holds up as well as her 6 year old daughter did. The only other revenge I could think of was hold her still while her little girt poked her face with a stick but I didn’t want to get anything on me. Enough nonsence; back to the ritual murder of defenseless animals. Have a good day mom. 12:00:00 AM    says you