Saturday, December 29, 2001

Last night went ass over teacup as all plans changed in a matter of minutes. Liza had problems at work that needed her, trapping me without a car. Turns out that that was ok because I was needed at home. I am such a freak that I can’t stand it when plans are screwed up especially when I am one of the instigators of said same. To make matters worse I couldn’t call the people that I was supposed to meet because I didn’t have any numbers. Then when I figured out how to contact them, it would have been to say that I couldn’t make it. This boils down to me still sitting up at 3:30am feeling sorry for myself. At least I have absolutely no where to go on New Years. Man I have to get to sleep before I start singing “Nobody knows the trouble I seen”. If you are one of the people that I blew off tonight, I deserve everything that’s coming. Please send your hate mail to @stupidtom.com at least that way I can write you a personal apology. I lost most of your email addresses during the great internet disaster of ’01. I need some happy pills STAT! 12:00:00 AM    says you