Thursday, May 09, 2002

Working like an idiot from 5:30 to 5:30 should make me so tired I can’t think. Why am I having such a huge problem sleeping? I know a lot of it has to do with the separation from everyone but there has to be something more. I’m at the point where after work I begin obsessing about all of the things I’m not getting done in preparation for the move. Then I start to feel sorry for myself and wind up getting nothing done as I drift off to sleep during Elimidate. I’ll finish this pathetic batch of whining with the worst one, I kind of dread calling home because it takes me a couple of hours to feel better after they hang up. This could be the first stage of crazy. Wait all day to talk to the family, and then don’t even call them because you know it will only last for a few minutes. I’d better look into crazytom.com 9:12:24 PM    says you