Can't explain it, I just do. Probably more than I really should. Used to drive my ex crazy.
Usually it's about the future. I try to guess/predict what is going to happen based on things I've done or things that could have happened. And prepare for them. In all possible permutations.
Not a good thing, I think, to be so pessimistic as a result of that. Hope for the best, expect the worst?
I also worry about things happening as a result of something I did. Usually as a result of driving (A lot of my worries? Center around my car. Especially if I felt like I did something stupid or potentially foolish while driving. Yes, a matter of perception. )
Oddly enough... this part of the country... some of the worse drivers I've ever seen. They don't pay any attention to speed limits or things like yield signs or stop signs or red lights...
And I worry that this has seriously affected my own driving ability. I know I drive faster than I should on the way to work/home every day... even if I'm driving WITH traffic so I can't really drive much slower without causing an accident. I need to work on that. Need to get my regular speed down a notch or two. Cut back on the yellow light syndrome. Especially since I'll be traveling this summer to a part of the country where they actually pay attention to traffic laws.
Bad driving habits? Hard to break. Especially when it is the norm for your area.
And to top all this off? This area... rated in the top 10 by my insurance company for safe drivers... in the country... based on how many accidents people have. Scary, very scary. Especially since I actually see how people around here drive.
Have to wonder if that is based on only that insurance company's customers (Insurance wasn't required around here until a couple years ago. So a lot of people didn't even have car insurance.)
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