Hello again.
Been a little while since I posted anything. It's 11:30 at night and I'm about to go to bed.
For anyone left who still reads this life is going ok. It's not going well in a lot of aspects to be honest. My job is still more stress than it's worth but I'm slowly learning how to put it in perspective. If all goes well I'll be done with it soon enough. It all doesn't go well then I'll just start looking for a new job. The stress from work gets to me a little more than it should. I'm sorry to anyone that it has affected, this was not my intention.
I'm still living at home with my parents. Yes I'm 20 and living at home. I could afford to move out if I did it smartly. I wouldn't be very well off but I'd survive. I haven't yet for a few reasons. First off, my parents don't want me to. They constantly tell me that I should just live here and get a really good and solid financial base before leaving and I'm greatful for the opportunity. Along with that I'm not moving out till I'm going somewhere. I know that sounds odd but it makes sense. I'm not going to leave this comfortable situation just to leave. When I leave I'll have a goal and a place to go to for a reason.
Mentally I'm doing alright. I just started reading again and in fact just got home from B&N with a bag full of business and accounting books. I've read some philosophy and now it's time to move to my other interest. Once I have a general background in that area it will be easier and time to pick how I'm going to apply the two and to decide which knowledge I need to dig deeper into.
Finally my romantic life. That part at least is good. I'm still happily with my girlfriend who I love dearly. It's still a joy to see her every day. She is the biggest contributor to my happiness right now and I thank her for that. I'm ready to be with her for a long time if she'll let me. I can't say enough about how I feel regarding her. Thank you honey.
Well I'm not sure what compelled me to write that but I guess it's done now and I'll let it be. Goodnight everyone.
11:39:14 PM
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