What Does It Mean?

What does it mean that I was shoveling sand in that dream I just had? Shoveling sand to cover the dirt washed away from the roots of some pine trees in a place where I spent the summers of my youth.

And what does it mean that I sat down at the wrong table in that dream? Sat down and got a cup of coffee and the menu but then found Trudy and Ben sitting in a different room, listening to a band that was playing in the corner.

And what does it mean that I wake up like this before daylight these last two days? Heart racing, a knot in my stomach, sleep out of the question.

And where will I be one year from now?

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