daily link   Tuesday, August 19, 2003

Apple officially started shipping their new PowerMac G5 desktop computers today (Monday, 08/18/2003 - I didn't quite make this post before midnight).

You should be able to find the single processor models in your local Apple Store today (Monday, 08/18/2003). It may take another day for resellers and mail order. Of course you can also head over to the Apple Store online and make your purchase there. It's a great place to work through all of the available options even if you eventually go somewhere else to make the purchase.

The 2.0GHz dual processor model is expected by the end of August (think August 31, 2003).

If you're a fan of productivity and computing power and great computing solutions you should definitely take a look. With the introduction of Mac OS X, Apple has married the strength of their industrial design and user interface experience with the stability, reliability and performance of BSD UNIX (not to mention all of those fantastic enterprise class UNIX solutions).

This is a great platform. Apple now has arguably the best OS in the world and inarguably the best hardware platform, both desktops and portables. This is technology to build or grow a business around.

I'd love to talk to you about it.

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Hey, do you want to know what the weather is like at 2:04 AM on Tuesday morning in Boston?

Clear
67° F at Logan Airport as of 1:55 AM
'RealFeel temp': 67° F
Relative humidity: 96%
Wind direction: SSW
Wind speed: 4 mp/h
Barometric pressure: 30.13 in
Visibility: 9 miles

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My fish died yesterday,

Sunday August 17, 2003. She lived for well over 5 years. Goodbye fish. I'll miss you.

My fish was a kissing Gourami...

Scientific Name: Helostoma temminckii
Family: Helostomatidae
Origin: Java, Thailand
Adult Size: 6-12 inches (15-30 cm)
Social: Generally peaceful
Lifespan: 5 years
Tank Level: Top, Mid dweller
Diet: Omnivore, eats most foods
Breeding: Egglayer
Care: Intermediate
pH: 6.8 - 8.5
Hardness: 5 - 30 dGH
Temperature: 72-82 F (22-28 C)

We hardly knew ye. I did the best I could*

*see the post immediately below this one for more information about the best I could do.

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I think I'm broken.

I'm not kidding, there is just something about the collection of traits that make me uniquely me that's just broken. As a result I'm unsuccessful, depressed, stressed out, and I haven't accomplished anything in my life. I know that sounds awful and a little overly dramatic but it seems reasonable to me.

There are billions of people in the world and let's say just for the sake of this argument that everyone different and special (you may want to debate that). Certainly no one would argue that there are geniuses and virtuosos and great talents in every field and discipline. So what separates the best of the best from the rest of the best? For that matter what separates the good from the bad?

There are a lot of factors... genetics, diet, training, practice, education and the unique collection of experiences that combine with all of these other factors to define who we are and what we're capable of. It seems reasonable to me to assume that if all of these traits can combine to make some people "ultra-capable" then there can be combinations that make others practically useless. And all I'm saying is that if it's possible then why not me.

Don't get me wrong I have a lot of very positive traits, some sort of neutral traits and a few bad ones (nothing that I would consider insurmountable). It's not any one thing. It's the collection of everything about me that doesn't work. If I were a building I would be a structurally sound, but ugly with an inefficient floor plan and bad natural lighting.

I'm smart but just smart enough to be aware of everything that I don't know and haven't done. I'm just intuitive and aware enough to know when I'm being excluded, passed by and ignored. I'm motivated and hard working but it doesn't add up to anything.

Here's an example of how this might work itself through. I'm obsessive about organization, I'm constantly thinking of new things to do and ways to try to improve myself and my situation and I'm dedicated enough to spend a rediculous amount of time on all of it. Individually or in different doses these traits may be part of a recipe for success but they all work against me. Here's how...

I think of a new idea and so I organize myself and chase it down but in the process I collect other interests, projects, ideas and concerns and I just can't let any of them go so I fracture my time and attention and try to pursue all of it, but I can't possibly follow all of it at the same time (though I stress myself out trying). Instead I prioritize and pick up on a couple to chase after, losing track of everything else until I realize that I've tried to juggle too much and have gotten disorganized and lost track of everything. Ultimately I make the decision that I'm wasting my time doing any of it if I can't keep track of what I'm doing and so can't put it to good use so I regroup and start all over again. By now the number of things that I'm trying to keep up with has gotten out of control. Rather than abandon any of it, I reprioritize and make an extra effort to be more organized in what I'm doing but that means that I go more slowly and get further behind much earlier on, all the while collecting more and more things to keep track of, none of which ever go anywhere.

In the end I learn a lot about the people and things around me and about myself, all of which is nothing but depressing and throughout it all I've accomplished absolutely nothing.

The next day I talk myself into giving it another try and at the end of the day I always end up back where I started.

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Upcoming Events & Other Stuff:

The First Day of the Rest of Your Life

Tomorrow

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MacWorld Expo Jan 2004

San Francisco. Tuesday January 6, 2004
Keynote by Steve Jobs 9am Pacific Time.

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Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King in theaters.
December 17, 2003

I have tickets for 8:25 pm, 12/18/2003.


Simpsons Halloween Special
Treehouse of Horror XIV(Start of a new season of The Simpsons)
8:00 pm EST, Sunday, November 2, 2003


Apple releases OS X 10.3 aka Panther with Release Events at Apple Retail Stores. 8 pm - midnight, 10/24/2003

World Series Game 6: Marlins at Yankees
7:30 pm EST, 10/25/2003



Post Queue

A post queue is a quick little list of items I want to post and maybe (but not always) a description.

If you see something that looks interesting to you, click on the link and send me an email. I'll post about items that you're interested in before the others. Another original and super fantastic idea from robreed.net and GoGoHappySunshine :O)



Reaction to Apple's Jan 6, 2004 Expo Annnouncements

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Movie Review: "Big Fish"

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PC Buying Advice

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Which Linux Distribution Should I Choose and Why?

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Are Computers From Apple Really More Expensive?

A Quick Comparison Based on Current Pricing and Specs.

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The problem with online communities...

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Post Queue: Picky little comment about Dave Winer's ThinkPad purchase.

I don't know why but this guy pisses me off. Well to be fair... I know exactly why ;O)

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Movie Review: "Bend It Like Beckham"

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Movie Review: "Deep Impact"

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I don't want to be the OTIS guy I saw at Starbucks today, 12/17/2003.

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Why I hate Boston's Museum of Science, and why you should too.

votes: 1

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Why Apple's concept of a "Genius Bar" in their retail stores makes absolutely no sense.



Movie Reviews

First I need to explain
the system I use to rate movies.

Now with all that out of the way... it on to the reviews:

-- The Matrix Revolutions



-- View From the Top


-- Head of State


-- X2 X-Men United


-- The Matrix Reloaded


-- Finding Nemo


-- Bruce Almighty



This is my Thank You Bubble.

Thank You, Heather Martian
Thank You, Jenn Martinelli
Thank You, Mac OS X/BSD UNIX
Thank You, The Magazine Industry

Thank You, The Simpsons, Futurama, The Family Guy (How'd you get so smart?)

Thank You, Boston, after Syracuse and Buffalo I needed you desperately.



This is my Thanks for Nothing Bubble.

I know it's crass. These things are important to me but also I don't want to waste a lot of time on most of them.
Whether I write them down or not I carry them around in my head so why not just write them down.

Thanks for Nothing, RELIGION for thousands of years of oppression; ignorance and outright stupidity; seemingly limitless death, violence and destruction; hate and isolation. Real hope, even salvation doesn't carry so high a price.

Thanks for Nothing, Microsoft
Thanks for Nothing, Apple Computer/Steve Jobs
Thanks for Nothing, the Boston T
Thanks for Nothing, Boston's Musuem of Science

Thanks for Nothing, SUNY Buffalo/The SUNY Buffalo Classics department (by the way if anyone from SUNY Buffalo sees this please take me off of your alumni mailing list.)

Thanks for Nothing, Harvard University, for being irresponsibly short-sighted in every way that doesn't mean more money for your endowment or padding for your reputation. There are more important things.

Thanks for Nothing, George W. Bush (Thanks for Nothingr father too). For ruining America at precisely the wrong time.

Thanks for Nothing, Ronald Regan you brain dead piece of shit, for helping to ruin my life by making me fear for my future and the world around me when I was growing up.

Thanks for Nothing, My parent's generation for passing on your inadequacies, self-doubt, fear... and not much else. Your children are your responsibility. It's is your obligation to pay for their education because their future is your debt. If you are so vain as to think that in a world of 6+ billion people there is some need for you to procreate then you had better be prepared to pay the price.

Thanks for Nothing, The Republican Party, for taking advantage of the general population's stupidity to your own advantage.

Thanks for Nothing, the Democratic Party, for being too incompetent to figure out how to help the general population in spite of our collective stupidity.

Thanks for Nothing, Arnold Schwarzenegger, for taking out your frustrations over your pathetic movie career on this country.

Thanks for Nothing, California (see Thanks for Nothing Arnold Schwarzenegger)

Thanks for Nothing, The people of Boston and Boston politics, for doing your best to ruin a truly great city.



Quotations

You're not as smart as you think you are.
- Me

The Museum of Science is a shit-pit and I wouldn't be surprised if someone told me that Harvard is killing babies to pad its endowment.
- Me

Success in life is about managing a continuous series of small failures.
- Me

I prefer all of my human interaction in magazine form.
- Me

Hold onto your grudges.
- They are a part of who you are.
- Your life and your experiences don't make any sense without them.
- They represent real knowledge gained.
- At times they're all you have that's of any value. Don't give them away.
- Me



Good Deeds I've Done

If I do any I'll post them here. Don't expect miracles ;O)



The Score

Listen up everybody. I've decided to start keeping score.

You may not even realize that you're playing (I won't tell you. It's my only advantage).

[ Life vs. Me ]

Life: 32
Me: 0

More info: Life gets 1 point for every year of my life to this point.

+1 point because I'm unemployed.
+1 point because my apartment is awful.
+1 point because I have fewer than 3 friends.

[ Dan from Liverpool High School vs. Me ]

Dan: 0
Me: 1

[ Jenn's horrible friend Stacie vs. Me ]

Stacie: 0
Me: 1,000,000



Music I Like

Ben Folds : Rockin' the Suburbs

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