!@#$%& emails!
The most exciting thing going on today was that I had to send out a mass email at work. I make a way bigger deal out of these things than is necessary -- I check and check and re-check and then check again -- the finality of that thing going out to thousands of people once I hit "send" is too much for me to bear. I'm convinced that there's going to be something wrong with it and thousands of people will know I f-ed up. This is, of course, all in my head -- I sent out mass emails all the time at my last job and not once did I screw up. But I just know that every time I send out an email like that and I don't mess it up that it increases the odds that someday I actually will mess up -- thereby increasing my paranoia exponentially with each new email. One day I will probably just implode from the pressure. Then they'll be sorry.
Although I do stress over my work I am aware, after all is said and done, that people probably aren't reading it anyway. (I am also aware that the same could be said for this blog, also!)
7:32:09 PM 
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