you know when you meet someone and you get that instant vibe - that physical chemistry attraction, that pit of your stomach vibe and you think to yourself - i can't get him out of my head kind of thing. Its great, its delicious, its what makes the world go round and round. It makes you more upbeat and happier and less stressed. It gives you more confidence in your step and your smile. That's how I felt when I met him. We IM for a few weeks and it was still there although I knew in the back of my mind, that I was his rebound and honestly I'm ok with that. I liked him, I figured at the most, we'd have some fun and we did and we probably will off and on again, we still have plans to go to a few places and hangout together but after spending the a very delicious weekend with him - we both didn't get that sense of a romantic vibe more of a buddy vibe. I think I could probably tell him anything and that's a great relief because dating in itself is really a pain, holding back who you are, dressing up, not being yourself, dating is a pain and its not the real you. And it was such a relief that he didn't get that romantic vibe either, he felt the buddy vibe - so cool. A buddy with benefits, someone to go out with, explore places and things you don't want to do alone but don't really have that someone special to do it with either, its nice knowing that he's there and he didn't feel that pit of your stomach vibe either and we can move on to that friendship phase and still have fun. So that's where we go from here..friendship, hang out, have fun with benefits :)
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