so I came to the realization the other day that I was 37 and a grown woman and should not be afraid of what my mom thinks about my blog or who I am for that matter and that's why I finally redesigned my site to reflect me - the essence of my soul or at least a subsection of the essence of my soul. Now why did I all of sudden realize this because I think for once I wasn't afraid to tell my mom that I really didn't like being the family joke.
Now onto other random thoughts for the night, the week, the month or however long these thoughts have been floating in my head and I haven't had time to sit down and just blog.
1. One of my friends or their friends or brothers or someone must have one single friend that is fits me. Like Zy's brother must know one single guy on the force - right?
2. Apparently I've been featured under the Radio Userland section of "Blogging for Dummies" although I've just learned this fact - now I know I wrote the newbie tips to help other newbies with Radio but I think if you're going to feature my site in a book, you might want to tell me about it - don't you think? Or at least help me get published or something
3. I know why I don't ever meet anyone, I work and work and work and work and sometimes work 24 hours straight and I work at night and sleep during the day sometimes and I never ever go out - how is a girl suppose to meet someone with those odd hours. Last night it dawned on while these really cute guys were partying below me that I was in an office above a parking lot in the middle of the night while everyone else was out having fun. The parking lot in itself its quite humorous sometimes - people have sex in their cars and change in their cars all unaware that someone 3 stories up can see everything.
4. I have many many thoughts daily but when I get home too tired to get back on a computer and type it out and I miss blogging, I miss getting it all out there even if no one is listening.
5. Do my clients have any idea that sometimes I need to do my own accounting?
6. Oh big news, a german company bought this apt complex I live in and they will began renovation in December on the first 3 units to turn them into condos for purchase - no one has told us a thing except the lady next door asked them point blank what the hell was going on and then told me. No way in hell do I want to buy my apt - its not worth it and I could never resell it for profit in this neighborhood so I guess I will be looking for a home purchase someday soon - I've called a mortgage broker to see how much I can qualify for - actually I know I can get pre-approved for a home, that's not a problem, what I want to know is how much I can qualify for with a mortgage of 3K or less, then I can start looking for a new home. I'm thinking of maybe Alameda - it would be so much closer to my SF clients. Anyways, I live about 6 units into the complex, so probably sometime next year - they will probably be forcing us out or buy and I was originally right - its time to move on. I'm not freaked about it - everything happens for a reason, I'll find the right home to buy that fits my personality.
time for bed yet again, I have 6 or 7 clients to work on tommorrow and still want to get out and get my car washed and possibly meet "de" to get my mac looked at.
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