I keep thinking if maybe I get some sleep or get one of these project just done and out of my house, I'll feel like I'm more in control of everything and yet everytime I get one thing done, I remember something else I was suppose to do. Its like a never ending cycle and while I thought I had some help - it doesn't help when opening mail ends up being a complicated task, mixing all my different insurance policies and bills together doesn't help me, it means more work for me to unsort the stapled mess which makes for a very cranky annoyed girl. Maybe this whole having some work for me just aint my cup of tea, it helps a little but overall - I'm not sure.
And why the hell can't people pay on time? I'm not made of money here - I carry these projects and the people and supplies, I need to get paid when I give you the bill, not when you feel like it.
And why is Quickbooks Sales Tax concept so complicated - why doesn't it work right?
So I thought I'd check out NPR - don't ask but I never really got it, I guess I thought it was only news and that usually so depressing but now I get it - everything sort of all in one and I found some great music tonight, here's a couple of links, click on them, be surprise to what comes up
Sebadoh: On Love's Collapse, 'Soul and Fire'
James Blackshaw: Celebration In A Minor Key
And guys - WTF? seriously if you were interested enough to suggest cuddling on the couch, watching a movie, getting to know each other, WTF happened when I said come on over? You know cuddling would be nice, touching would be nice and maybe that's what I need more than sleep. We don't neccessarily have to have everything in common, choose a movie, I might like it, give me a chance. I won't keep trying to make a connection, you were interested first, make a move.
You know sometimes its overwhelming hard to be the adult, the one that makes all the decisions, pays all the bills and the employees and never gets a chance to just sit back and just be a kid.
On a lighter note, thought maybe you might enjoy - I agree with the artist:
http://xkcd.com/150/
http://xkcd.com/55/ - my efforts/normal approach seem useless lately too - any ideas?
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