The trials of dating series ending.....

I feel sorta of bad that I posted alot of details about the guys I've dated, I don't want to delete the series however, I think I will modify some of the facts and just let it be..

I understand a little more about my experiences and why I needed to post them here, it was more for me and a way for me to remember the good about each one of them and a way for me to express my feelings.

Date One - was the first guy I've actually went on a real date with in 5 years.

Date Two - he was cute, we got along great and then it just didn't work out. I never got an explanation but its ok because in the end, I met a really great friend and would have never had that opportunity if I didn't go out with Date Two

Date Three - yes, I fell in love with him but it was because he made me feel sexy and he wanted to hangout with me and I hadn't felt that way in years. He gave me the self confidence to go out and find my dreams. He gave me way to express myself through writing here. I still and will always love him as a friend. I hope someday we can hang out and just be friends.

Date Four - filled a void after Date Three, honestly I can say I was horny and lonely, I guess you could say he was my rebound after date three which I needed and it was over before it started.

current dating situation..that's incredibly private. One thing, I got say, is that he is wonderful and cute. He read this blog and I completely trust him. I also think he read something here that concerned him about me or how I deal with relationships. I know I can be intense sometimes. I know that I can push away people if I'm hurt and I don't want to hurt him or push him away. I also think I found me again this past week, had time to think and realized that I'm happy with my life and whatever happens, happens for a reason.

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