Sexy Magick
 Saturday, January 31, 2004

I have these two guys flirting with me which is great and I love the attention although I'm not known for noticing it have the time..usually you'd have to hit me over the head but I've noticed both of these guys and I like both of them - how to pick and choose?

After having  been in relationship with DE for awhile and then breaking up, I really know what I like and don't like, what I'm looking for and how to move forward. D.E. and I are still friends which is great but its moved on to the friendship phase after ending what we had. And what I really want is a long-term relationship...so if the guy is at an "in-between" stage in his life(de) or on a rebound(j) then move on..because I don't want to be the "in-between" girlfriend or mistress and I don't want to be the rebound partner..I want it all! I want to be the mistress, I want to be the lover, I want to be the girlfriend, I want to be the partner in a long-term relationship and I want to get married someday and I definetly want a least one kid someday.

I want someone that I feel totally comfortable with in a room even if we are doing our own thing, I want the sexual energy between us to always be on. I want to look across a room and be that turned on by someone always. I want to miss that person when we are apart and I want him to miss me. I want to know that person, I want him to know me..all my scattered thoughts. I want alot I know but I don't think I'm asking for too much...but I disgress.....

back to the two guys that I like..picking and choosing...one I think has a girlfriend and I won't go there..(I wouldn't do that to her even though I don't know her but I've been there and I know how it feels..) but I like the guy and he is sexy...second guy is always out on the road, very sexy, gorgeous eyes..never home..ah the art of flirting and dating..hmmm..its nice to feel wanted...hmmm..how does one pick and choose??


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