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Trials of Dating - Date Four(t)
"t" - Vital Statistics: Ok..lets start out by saying I've actually never met "t" in person but honestly I think when I do it will be great. We talk on the phone at least once a week and have been IM'ing each other alot. The reason we haven't met in person is that he lives in Massachusetts and I live here in California. Although I would love to come home and find him here..we have to wait to meet each other for another month or so..summertime..I'll have vacation time and can go to Boston. Honestly, the first thing I think I'm doing when I see him is to kiss him long and passionately. Our conversations have been intense -great sexual compatibility but we are also getting to know each other slowly which I think is the better way to go about this dating thing then I did with date three..and to trust my instinct. (and boy has my instinct been bad this time around) I had this strange feeling that he was being distance and didn't want to talk...I was right. He wants to just see what happens with us occasionally IMing or emailing or maybe talking on the phone. He also seems to think we aren't compatible..I think we are..We have similar interests and some not so similar interests but what relationship between two people has everything in common. I love the way he sounds..he has a soft sexy low voice. Well - it isn't June yet - but he has closed the door on us ever meeting or getting to know one another better. He even got his roommate involved in whatever our potential friendship might have been..it seems he doesn't like me posting comments on her live journal site or even on his..which is weird because I like both their sites..its honest and straight from the heart. He apparently is embarassed by the whole situation and I've agreed not to mention him by name any longer..I'm pulling any reference to his name out of respect for him, to the person I thought he was. I still trust my gut instinct with this one..I think he is a special person worth getting to know but perhaps there is something I don't know or will never know about him. I'm still going to Boston this summer. I would still like to meet him but the door is closed Update..I was completely wrong about this one (total mistake)..my gut instinct was way way off track, I'd rather go out with date number 1 again than ever run into this one..however if I do happened to run into him or his roommate while in boston, I'm running in the other direction. this is for me and me only...lord bastard comment []
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