Throughout college, whenever I'd get into a stressful situation, the question that always ran through my mind was "What do you want?" I found myself repeating that question over and over again like a mantra. And I never had a good answer for myself.
I come back to that now, because I have never at any time in my life been less sure about the future than I am now. One year from now, I will have a master's degree, but I don't know what I will be doing. I don't mean what kind of job I will have, but what kind of life I will be living. I might be anywhere in the world, doing any number of different things. But I don't ask myself that question. There is no need to do so anymore.
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