Maybe it is best not to get too tied up in results when you are at prayer.
The solemnity of his presence overrules all lesser considerations, even the consideration of every part of his creation; ultimately, the consideration of Creation, should lead to the contemplation of the Word Incarnate and His Mysteries. I know that I know that I know; others, too, both the good and the wicked and everyone in between, knows that you know that you know and seek to either make you grow in that reality or hinder you or stall your advancement. Jesus, for his part, is Love.
Who is Love for you? 'God is Love.' Never forget that definition, only if it is just three English words, it contains infinite and eternal realities within it. Others want and do help you, but why do you interpret the best help of othters so selfishly? I mean, you are easily decieved by the silent tongues of the wicked or the insinsere of heart, but love speaks for itself and of itself.
IP CRL