26 April 2009

> I have managed at last to make both main category menus to be really dynamic; updating, deleting, adding on the back-end database is immediately displayed in the front end. Now remains great problem: how to arrange propagation on www. Either MobileGuru will do it or I will have to upload it to my new 'demo' website. It sounds to be so 'normal' that somebody may ask: Why so much ado about it all. Well, I am terribly much struggling to survive due to those already few times mentioned reasons: At first materialistic reason: I have been stopped 2x that Right to Buy Scheme of the previous flat at Heswall Court. To describe all the details in a short is not possible. But it created for me tremendous physological effects, warries, stress, resulting naturally in blood circulation, "no iron in blood" and similar. Yet worse: all the prepared things (five years ago) - to see my family, to buy new equipment, to join Java course - all was gone, instead permanent great effort to solve it by continuing in websites, and all influenced more over by another terrible factor: I must have been (and again at Heswall Court) "inserted" from behind back into some sourveyance system; I have started to feel instant 'hunting' by sound, hanging on some bio-physics machine, multiplying with some set up of mobiles, turned into  the "walking-speaking" antenna. In my case it is horror, as I was always thinking in full language = talking to myself, teaching etc. So I started to respond to everything - I simply cannot bear any "foreign messages" to path through my current in my body. I do not know what to do. I am taking standpoint that "these things" are difficult to prove, many depands on those money and positions. But should not this all be detected by all those who are part of the communications infrustructure, networking, especially WAPs driven, and certainly by local Council? Somebody must know what was in concrete terms done. They should not allow to destroy - generally speaking for the sake of all the other similar cases - human lives, especially when somebody is working hard to build up his/her future. And there is such a big difference in flow of a normal, ordinary life here in Luton to that 'sound layer' and thoughts about bad past events: all the people are so pleasant, friendly, supportive, smiling, encouraging...in the streets, in the shops, in my Parish Church. And those sad events are sad because of real hard life and illnesses - my good friend, Lutonian, Tom - died from cancer. Till lately he was moving furniture (dealing with second hand furniture for all his life), busy all the time, and now gone for ever. svatava of birchen grove 69 5:15:39 PM    comment []