aka W. 'Ian' Blanton

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 Monday, December 1, 2003
Burn Baby, Burn

Ok....I think it's time to admit that I'm burning out.

I know, it's a weird admission to make after coming off a 4-day weekend. But I tend to deal with being stressed/deadlined better than I deal with waiting.

Not to mention the very act of having that much time showed me that I'm frying. I had 4 days in which to do basically...nothing, I mean I helped Josephine somewhat with the T-Day food prep and did dishes, but really I didn't have to do much of anything.

I'm not listening to music, I'm playing burn-out games (Quake), I'm just not feeling able to plan for upcoming stuff (never been my strong suite as it is.

So here it is, first day back at work, and I'm just...uninterested. I'm going through the motions, but I'm just not engaged. I'm hoping for stuff to fail so that I can just get the hell out of here.

I'm wondering if I'm just burned out on tech-stuff. Maybe I need to take up needlepoint.


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