Monday, February 12, 2007

Every now and then I check the referers page for my weblog.  It lists the pages that visitors were on that led them to my site.  It ends up being mostly from search engines like Google and Yahoo.  It is interesting to watch the changes in the searches as the seasons change.  During the holidays I get literally hundreds of hits from people searching for Merry Christmas From Heaven, and for some reason a good mix of searches for the song Gloomy Sunday. This time of year I start to see searches for the song The Man I Love, and next month will start Irish Drinking songs.  I'll have to try and pay attention to more of the seasons in searches. 11:24:26 PM

I miss. As the girls grow and do amazing things I feel the loss.  I feel the loss when I have this exploding excitement inside and I want to share how amazing these girls are, with, someone.  Someone who understands that feeling that wells up inside of you.  Pride, excitement, joy, happiness at an elemental level.  And that felling passes.  And there is a sense of an experience that wants to be shared and can't.  A frustration, a feeling of disappointment.  A feeling of wanting. "Falling slowly, eyes that know me And I can't go back Moods that take me and erase me And I'm painted black You have suffered enough And warred with yourself It's time that you won" Falling Slowly Glen Hansard 10:17:34 PM

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