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16:52 03/09/02
All Posts 2002/03/09

3/9/2002
Sun Pisces 19
A MASTER INSTRUCTING HIS DISCIPLE.
To give and to receive.
Mercury Aquarius 27
AN ANCIENT POTTERY BOWL FILLED WITH FRESH VIOLETS.
Returning to ancient sources. Flower remedies. Beauty. Setting standards for society.
Venus Aries 02
A COMEDIAN ENTERTAINING THE GROUP.
Seeing the light side.
Mars Taurus 06
A BRIDGE BEING BUILT ACROSS A GORGE.
Overcoming separation. Endeavouring to build continuity. Solving problems. Bridging emotional chasms.
Jupiter Cancer 06
GAME BIRDS FEATHERING THEIR NESTS.
Instinctive dedication for laying the groundwork for those to come. Creating a base.
Saturn Gemini 09
A QUIVER FILLED WITH ARROWS.
Make a strategy and then hit the target. Getting to the point.
N. Node Gemini 24
CHILDREN SKATING ON ICE.
Getting around difficult situations by making the most of them (or evading them). Skating over difficulties. Finding creative and seemingly childlike solutions to problems.
Uranus Aquarius 27
AN ANCIENT POTTERY BOWL FILLED WITH FRESH VIOLETS.
Returning to ancient sources. Flower remedies. Beauty. Setting standards for society.
Neptune Aquarius 10
A POPULARITY THAT PROVES TO BE FLEETING.
Staying true to oneself. Reversals of fortune.
Pluto Sagittarius 18
TINY CHILDREN IN SUNBONNETS.
Protection or blinkering.
 

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Saturday, March 09, 2002

<#> 16:52  HelloWorld 
trance imagery and body sensations  
 Asc Mo
got in touch with my indulgences as indulgences.. and how much it bothers me to have lost voluntary control over my right big toe some years ago.  i cant quite place the loss of nerve control over the bending of my big-toe in time, but its been bothering me for over 2 years now.

getting in touch with where and how my right leg felt crippled even though its in very fine shape physically helped me to get access to the muscles and to actually stress/jiggle the toe before going on break.

i must have dropped the know-how for the nerve somewhere. doctors could not find anything wrong and regaining that control will happen. that loss is somehow just a proxy for all the places in my life where i let things happen instead of making them happen.

useful stuff.

@ 14:43 03/18/02
© Michael Ax, 2002