Wednesday, May 09, 2001

This working overnight has given me a lot of time to think. I’m not quite sure if it’s good or bad but I know I’m getting a lot done. When you mix this in with the sleep deprivation, I’m a bundle of fun right now. The one thing I keep coming back to again and again is it’s time for some changes in my life. I’m talking about priorities and organization. I have always lived by Family, work, then everything else. Other things have crept in front of work from time to time but these two are my basic order of life. I have come to the realization that its time to expand the list. I need to include Health because if I’m not around, the rest is for shit. I also need to make some time to take at least one class. I think part of my current rut is the fact that I haven’t really studied anything in a long time. A money plan has got to become a priority. We are not poor by any stretch of the imagination, but unavoidable debt has placed us on a treadmill. It doesn’t help that the money in part of our retirement account is worth 1/3 of its former value. This is a particular kick in the nuts because we borrowed against this to get into this lovely little house. No tears here, just time for a damn plan. I think were both scared because the plan might just show that I need to work more, and we don’t see much of each other now. But, nobody said life was easy, so its time to figure out exactly what has to happen. I’ve got to get some sleep before I start listing debt and really depressing myself. Blog on. 12:00:00 AM    says you