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Mar May |
Weighty Things
My head wants to talk of weighty things. Of leaks to the press used as political weapons. Of an imperial president and his party of moral values
. Of self-serving manipulation of public fear in the face of a terrorist threat. Of the reemergence at last of the Gilded Age with the captains of industry comfortably back on top after a century long wait.
My head says to write of these, but I find myself staring at the monitor, my fingers motionless on the keyboard. I have run out of outrage. And with no fuel to fire my thoughts, they fall into a shapeless mess of embarrassment and sadness and anger and hatred. Perhaps it is best the we let them be.
So although my head calls for weighty things, I conjure up instead thoughts about rain or images of wildflowers. I think instead of the wood ducks I saw on the lake this afternoon on a log on the south shore of the river. I think of the turtles sunning themselves even though the skies were turning black. I think of the wind blowing around the bend in the river as I pulled at the oars and drove the boat upstream.
And all those weighty things just sit there in a heap on the floor.
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