Nothing happened today other than serious self-realization. I need to get my ass in gear. My life is at a fucking standstill until I make some decisions. God, there are so many. It doesn't help that Derek is leaving. I talked to him a lot about the stuff I need to decide on. I'm really going to miss him. I know I've said this a million times over. I want to say goodbye tomorrow. I don't know how much of "goodbye" will actually come out of my mouth. I'm emotional now and he's not even gone yet. Fuck.

Jason and my parents will be meeting for the first time on Friday. I wonder what will happen. Last night in the apartment: January 24th. I'm going to miss that place even though it's not mine. I've grown attached to it.
10:36:18 PM  #  Speak to Me []