something is going on inside my head and I just feel off. My lease is up at the end of March and there are millions of reasons to move back to Pleasant Hill
- my gym is there
- my bank is there
- my pet sitter is there
- my vet is there
- it is closer to SF
- i won't have to cross two toll bridges a day - savings of 60/month
- gas cost should be cut in half
- if I could find a cute 2bd house, then I could have a yard for the cats again
- my pet food store is there
- I shop there - Target in Walnut Creek is so much nicer than Vallejo
- if I want to go out, even people that live here say they go to Walnut Creek to eat
- my friends are there - its too far for anyone to come out here
- and I have the money to move - deposits, first rent, moving company etc..
all great reasons to move, but I think I'm looking too soon, my lease isn't up til March 31 and I don't neccessarily need something today, I need it mid to the end of March
I'd love to buy a house but realistically I don't think I can afford to for a few more years. I'd love to rent and I know that if I stop stressing about it, I'll probably find that cute adorable house in the perfect neighborhood with a landlord that likes cats.
I've been stressing on the rent costs for houses, I guess I should have just done the math before freaking out, I can afford to rent a house, even a 3bdrm house in Pleasant Hill..ok that helps, I don't feel like completely screaming.
Relax, hot shower, stop dwelling, let it out!! The perfect place for me and the cats is just out there waiting for me(one with a tree and a backyard) I will find it when the time is right. Actually I did find an adorable house on a end of a lane and its available now but I'm not ready right this second, I guess I could call and just see :)
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