Gwen John: A Painter's Life, by Sue Roe, is one of the best I've read this year. Gwen John, born in 1876, was Rodin's model and muse, and became a successful painter. I found this book sometimes illuminating, sometimes sad, always interesting. One thing that I realized from reading this and the book on Matisee: the Early Years, is how much these artists studied. They studied in classes, studied alone, but were just always studying. None of this "now I have a degree, let's make money" or "now I've learned this skill, let's make money." It was all about getting better. The money was to buy paint and brushes so they could go on getting better.
I used to feel that way - that the only reason I wanted money was to go on making bowls. I needed food, rent, and art supplies. What changed this? Needing my teeth cleaned....seriously, the main thing that changed it was inheriting money from my mother. That gave me the money to buy a computer, a digital camera, a beadblaster, my studio building, studio insurance - and to "raise" my standard of living. Instead of spending $40-60 a month for food, I started spending $150. Add clothes, moving from the studio into the cabin and buying furniture and appliances, books, and more computer stuff...and then more computer stuff....it quickly started to look impossible to go back to a simple way of life.
Anything's possible, though. Certainly living simply is possible. I just need to choose.
This isn't about being a "starving artist." Being a "starving artist" is now called a "syndrome" and is supposed to be a sign of neurosis, faulty thinking, or at the very least, not being cool. As Marguerite Wildenhain said, "But somewhere between the point when you consider buying a Cadillac or a mink coat and the point where you starve, there is a lot of leeway." (The Invisible Core, p. 161.)
How did I know the page number? Back around 1983 or 84, I started a looseleaf binder called "Wisdom" and took notes from books that told me something about creative process. Now I'm on my third binder, but Marguerite is early in the first one. Some of her stuff I know by heart. Best is:
"As fleeting as clouds are publicity, fame, and limelight, but the good pot will endure through the centuries because of its integrity, its sound and pure purpose, its original beauty, and especially because it is the indivisible, incorruptible, and complete expression of a human being."
(quoted by the potter Charles Counts, in The Crafts Report, May 1985, p. 3. It was through Charles Counts that I learned of Marguerite Wildenhain.)
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