I need someone to help me sleep
If you had checked the time of my first posts of the day in the last few days, you would've noticed that this is the third night in a row that I am awake in the middle of the night. It is very strange and I don't think it has happened to me before. I sometimes spend a night awake, normally I am unable to fall asleep and simply start doing things at night. But this is different. I sleep soundly for about 4 hours and then I am awake, not nervous, but with lots of energy and a desire to do stuff and party, with all the creative juices flowing. I write, play the guitar all night and do tons of things during the night. The day after I feel allright until late in the afternoon (Though, I am very tired and yawning pretty much the whole day), but I stay awake with little effort until 11 or so (thinking that way I'll sleep all night). And the cycle repeats itself. Lather, Rinse, Repeat...
The big difference with other sleepless nights of mine is how much I am enjoying it. The silence, the chance to think and do stuff that takes time and concentration, how fast the internet is, when I am pretty much the only person in Venezuela using the international channel. It is all very nice. The only small problem is to avoid making noises and the lack of company (it does get lonely out here!). Having said that, I am conscious that I need to sleep more and that by the end of the day I'm not feeling well and I start to get a little crazy (some would say I was crazy to start with, but you know what I mean). There is a lot of positive change in my life and a lot of good energy flowing... I need to get some sleep, I just may not want to miss this moment...
At the end, I think this is not a big deal, I am just, paradoxically, enjoying my solitude, though I would love some company...
4:41:47 AM Google It!
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