Today went extremly well for what was going on. I had to go to all three classes today. I didn't finish editing my essay last night, so I woke up to do that this morning at 6:30 am (can you see a butt crack yet? lol). I got to precal lab and it wasn't all that bad. I like having the class of 15 instead of 50. Prof. K is much more relaxed and non-b*tchy. Nonetheless, she was getting to the stuff that I remember from last year's class. I'm happy now. This whole fuction parabola crapola makes me upset. Imaginary zeros?! Oooooooooooooookay, I'm lost. My test is next Wednesday. Let's hope I do better than I did on the last test. I really pray to God I pass this class. I refuse to take it again. After that I booked it to Myth and sat next to this girl that I've talked to before about our Comp. class.

If you've been reading, or just talking to me, you might know that I have ZERO friends. Everyone is gone. Well, just about everyone. That pisses me off. A lot. We start talking about the Angel game this weekend, blah blah blah. We walked out of class together and talked through the break and went to Comp. Amanda is now happy. I've made a new friend. Walking to the car, I mentioned something about Deadsy opening up for MSI in two weeks. She said "Oh I know this girl Susan who went to my high school who was all obsessed with them, etc. etc." I said "Is it Susanface?" and she said "Yeah! Her and that Natalie chick." How funny! I don't really know Susan or Natalie, but I know who they are and whatever important roles they think they play. Personally, I can't stand Natalie. All she does is whine. Wah wah wah, call the wahmbulance. I was happy that I made a friend. Now I can say I've meet someone at Cal State lol

Deadsy's music is great but I can't stand the drama that comes along with them, or their new batch of fans. This new Generation Y (whatever they're calling them now) have latched on to my one-time-favorite underground group and have exploited them. Funny thing is, Elijah is soaking up every minute he can. Why is this music so appealing to so many people?! All the other groups I listen to are secret, and that's the way I want to keep them, or at least away from the mainstream. Ugh. Josh Richman(d) sucks my white butt. He screwed them over for me and a lot of other fans. You don't see 16 year olds parading around "representin'"MSI or Tomahawk or the Eels or VNV Nation. 30 Seconds to Mars are getting mainstream too. That's only because of Jared (Leto). If Jared didn't have a movie career and Elijah kept quiet about his relationship to his mom, those two bands would still be my precious little secrets lol

T-minus 14 days and counting until MSI. I can't fuggin' wait. I need to get a good outfit for the show. If anyone has any ideas (not goth, and not slut city, thank you please), let me know. I need something good.
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