I really don't understand my life right now. I don't have any friends. I don't have anyone here to talk to. Listening to Peter Gabriel and Howie Day don't help either. I have friends online that I can talk to, but I don't have a girl buddy/boy buddy that I can talk to about my lame problems and happy times. I miss my two friends from high school. One's gone, the other one is non-existant.

Questions start here.

What makes me so unlikeable? Is it because I'm so "over-the-top" about everything? Am I too much for people to take in? Could I be too much of an idiot? Do I make an ass of myself? I know I do but to the point where it's offending?

"The desperate eye that close/maybe it goes away
Please rest tomorrow/and bring a satisfied day
The restless urge of love that's worth/the burning for
Surly it's that one comforting/love to give you more
And this thought can be that begins/the brand new web yours spinning
Anyone can be a brand new love"
8:11:36 PM  #  Speak to Me []