1. I need to decide what I want to do with my life..do I stay in a job that I don't like but am good at or do follow my original dreams..I am an English major...I love language and words..do I try to follow that dream and possibly start over in another industry which might mean moving..or do I stay in telecommunciations and/or information technology?
2. I feel a loss..with a friend...I feel a great connection between us but I'm not sure what he is feeling and he won't return my emails so I guess that's it...was I a fool to even began the relationship we started? Deep in my heart of hearts, I think there is something special about him and would love the chance to get to know him better if he'll let me in.
3. Time again and again, I try to move forward and fall 2 steps back.....where do I go from here....I guess I need to make some decisions and figure out where I want my life to go, to be...hide my tears, hide my fears and start over...I feel as though I'm always starting over..maybe I'm trying to hard..maybe I should just let go and be...