Today was a good day at work. My boss was out of town. The newly appointed ops manager told me to just get to work by 10am and then told me to go home early..that its Friday and time to unwind and let it all go. Finally, someone let me be me.

I still feel the intense dislike surrounding me in the office by a few people and I was incredibly bored most of the morning but then I got to do work not related to accounting and felt free for the first time in months..all in all..it was a better day than usual.

I am still looking for a job/career change. I'm not going out of my way to help anyone anymore - no more planning the monthly socials..they want to do it, go for it. And I've realized something..there is nothing holding me in California. My parents don't live here. I have a few friends but hardly ever see them. My sister lives here but we hardly ever see each other and she can visit wherever I go. And I'll never be able to afford to buy a house here..so why do I stay? because I don't want to move the cats unless I'm moving into a house I bought..stupid reason...so....

Its time to change, dream a little and find something new to experience...find myself again..

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Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people stay for awhile, and give us a deeper understanding of what is truly important in this life. They touch our souls. We gain strength from the footprints they have left on our hearts, and we will never ever be the same

Friends know the things we dream of and the things we'll never be. Real friendship dwells in the heart, where time and distance know no boundaries. It understands the depth of true feelings and the sound of words unspoken.

Never be afraid to dream, for the simplest dream can take you where your heart yearns to go. And if you believe hard enough and dare to dream, watch what happens

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