I'm back..and have internet access again..all my stuff is at the new place but i'm still partially in boxes..my kitties are all accounted for..i now have 5 indoor kitties 90% of the time..let me tell you, that was interesting moving them here...5 cats in carriers in the car at the same time..next time renting a van to move them all at the same time...also next time, hiring movers to do the job..my friend, de, was a total sweetheart helping me move....but still hiring people next time...
i'm really depressed don't feel much like doing anything lately..i woke up this morning crying..i'm not sure what triggered it and i'm not even sure what i was dreaming about.....
i've been here a week and don't like it, i miss pleasant hill. i miss my home. i lived in the same place for over 7 years and this feels so weird being here in this ultra conservative too quiet place..this complex is huge but no one talks to anyone and i hardly ever seen anyone. this community is huge but i never see any people..its like i moved into the twilight zone of the stepford community or something...and the only reason it can be called a condo is because it has washer/dryer hookups...but its technically an apartment which I don't like..i've been living in houses for the last 10 years.....my cats aren't too thrilled about it either..too many noises from above.... this seemed like a good idea when i had a job close by but now its seems so far away from my friends..and my life...
so i have goals to get out of here and back to pleasant hill or somewhere i like within the year...i have a year lease here and a year lease thing with sbc dsl...so new goals are to 1) GET A JOB!!! ok that in itself is a must by May 20th..and then I've run out of money...number 2) pay off all credit card debt 3) refiance the car 4) buy a house somewhere near non-conversative people.. :)
more updates later about the new place and where my heads is at...its been hard without being able to talk about problems this last week...
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