first time in 4 days I've felt like being at the computer and I realized something while I was lying in bed all by myself, that I was truly alone. I doubt anyone's really missed me except for my clients and they know what's going on, they know I have the flu and am taking the week off. My fat cat, wubbie, has been a little saint, as soon as she sees me heading back to bed, she's back in bed, lying on my chest or next to me to keep me warm. First time in 4 days, I've been hungry although every time I got up the last 4 days, I've made sure to keep myself hydrated with liquids - half asleep making oj. I've had to get up to feed the cats and clean the litter boxes but beyond that, not much else. Lots and lots of sleep. I'm up and at the computer today because I need to invoice a client and pay my employee and I realized something else too while I'm been sick, I need an employee that is alot higher level in bookkeeping skills that my current employee - I need someone that can cover me while I'm sick or if I take a vacation or when I'm doing these big CRM Database implementations - I need someone that can cover the accounting part of my business so I don't do this to myself again - overwork and get sick because not only is the accounting part of the business growing but so its the CRM implementation business growing and one person can not do it alone, I need help. I need someone who will take initiative and go take care of the clients if I'm not available. I've lost close to 1000 this week because I've been sick and my current employee can't cover me.
and the person I thought was my best-friend, not too sure about that anymore, I get the feeling that I'm not that important to him as he is to me and that makes me sad but its a fact of life I guess in growing. I've had time to reflect and dream weird dreams while I've had this outrageously high fever over the last 4 days.
The fever has broken, I took a shower, I feel so much better, slight headache and am slightly hungry - malt-o-meal tonight and I still have a slight chest congestion but all in all, I feel alot better then I did Monday night..
7:35:58 PM
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