wow lots has happened since I lasted posted..and its not lack of something to say, just lack of sleep, lack of time.
Last night or was it this morning I made a choice to work through the night - my clients don't care as long as the work gets done and some are being quite funny when they call in the middle of the afternoon - I got a call from one client today at 4:30pm that said "we know its early for you to be waking up since its like 4:30 in the afternoon and laughter left on the voicemail" ha ha..rolling eyes. My mom was in town and she wanted to have dinner with me at 7pm - I usually work through til about 10 or 11 each night and then go home but since she wanted to have dinner - it messed up my schedule so I went to dinner and then came home, did some things at home, feed the cats, took a shower and headed back out at 3am last night - got to the client's site at 3:45 and worked there til 7am, then headed over to another client's site and worked there til 11am when I just couldn't handle it anymore and I finally got time for me to go get an oil change, to get my car wash - omg, its so nice to have a clean car, go to the bank, go get my glasses adjusted, you know little things I don't have time for anymore and wouldn't you know it when I go home I couldn't sleep - don't get me wrong, I'm exhausted but maybe its just all this stuff floating around in my head, I just can't sleep quite yet. And it was surreal today, driving during the day time and it was only 11am and yet to me it felt like midnight.
So my mom and I are out eating at a really good place in SF - Firewood Cafe in the Castro and we're talking and then all of sudden she's not paying attention to me, she's staring. I guess there were two guys behind me french kissing and she was distracted. I asked her one thing - if it was a guy and a girl kissing behind me would she be that interested? She said no, not really. Then stop staring! She told me this story about two men she saw in a store somewhere in the Castro (my sister lives like two blocks from the Castro area which is why my mom keeps seeing these things) that one man came up to another and was like "omg, you're hair is so cute" in a baby voice and then again I asked, if you saw two women doing that in Nordstrom's, would you think anything of it? And she realized, no she wouldn't. So why its it so weird to see two men doing it? Have to make her think occasionally :) And maybe because I'm around gay men all the time now - most of my clients are gay - that it just doesn't faze me anymore.
I am desperatly trying to hire someone again - trying another approach to my ad, I think I might have a couple of good candiates this time around - we shall see with the next wave of interviews - really if you know anyone like me that's looking for a job - please send them my way.
Interesting news at Radio - I noticed Steve Kirks is no longer working there. And Jake seems to be back in the picture - picking up slack on the discussion board - although its not like he'll talk to me or anything but still its interesting.
Oh yea, its Valentine's Day - yeah - its been so long without sex or someone to talk to romantically - it really just doesn't matter that much to me. Its not like anyone bought me roses or anything and everyone was so happy happy valentine's day to me today and honestly I was damn tired, who cared, really.
What else is flying through my head..oh yea, I went to Yahoo personal just to see what kind of people were on it and damn it, my first match was Hasad - shit, why is he still a match - he's still cute but been there done that.
I signed up for Kaiser as a small business and was approved and then I started thinking about it, I thought I could handle going back to Kaiser after all these years and starting over with new doctors and then I realized something, I've had the same doctors for the last 10-20 years and I like them and don't want to start over period...so my poor health insurance guy - I emailed him and told him to cancel the Kaiser group insurance and I defintely want Blue Cross and I also realized something, some day when I get pregnant and want to have a baby, I sure as hell don't want to have it at Kaiser, I was thinking more along of the lines of Mt Diablo Hospital that has a baby wing and all that good stuff..so trying to get health insurance again..
wow, I think I might have dumped it all out..i'm tired
12:12:23 AM 
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