Have you ever fallen asleep so deeply that you've struggled to wake up? Have you ever dreamed something so real that it freaked you out?
Last night I was exhausted and fell into this deep deep deep sleep almost instantly and then I felt him and heard his voice "jules, remember this" and he was sitting on top of me and I freaked out. I tried to wake myself up and couldn't, I struggled to wake up, I couldn't figure out how he had gotten into the house, I fought the deep sleep to wake up and when I finally did, I realized he wasn't there, it was just a dream. But it was so real, I could hear his voice, I could feel his weight upon me, I could feel his breath in my ear and I freaked. It wasn't someone that was foreign to me, it was an old old love and its not like if he was really there, I would have pushed him away, I just couldn't figure out how he had gotten in and I think I was thinking he broke into the house or something. After that, I couldn't sleep, I was freaked I'd fall into another deep sleep and wouldn't be able to wake myself up.
And now in retrospect, I think if I hadn't freaked out and had just ridden the dream wave, it would have been magical. I wonder if he's working on his astral projection and knew I'd be an open willing person to share that with.
Side note, when you're working with rune readings and you want your cat's blessing, don't have a stressed out cat rub the cards, I kept getting stressed related readings and I'm not stress, in fact, I'm quite happy and content.
12:37:16 AM 
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