lots and lots of things going on here, just to busy to sit down and blog and besides it still hurts like hell to sit for any extended period of time. I hurt my back mowing my yard - damn the yard is bigger than it looks. Then I got adjusted - back all better, then I probably unadjusted myself a little that same afternoon but at least I was doing something fun and my scatic nerve is killing me - keeps making my leg go numb and of course when my leg is tingly and numb i have a tendency to lose my balance. And wouldn't you know it, I lost my balance today at a client's site and landed on all fours in a dress, hit my knee incredibly hard, I have bruises and rug burns on my forearms and I think that only thing that stopped me from hitting my head on the next table was my knee caught most of the fall. OMG, it hurt like hell and both guys in the office at the time, asked if I was ok but didn't get up to help - WTF? Ok, at least xx got up to see if I was ok but didn't come over to help me up, I don't care how mad you are at someone if they fall like that - get up and help me up and make sure i'm ok and I know that have a tendency to act like everything is ok but damn it brought tears to my eyes with the pain shooting through my knee, someone could have help or at least noticed the pain shooting through my face, makes one wonder if I had hit my head and knocked myself out, would they have noticed or helped?
The funny flip side of this, I have rug burns and bruises - too bad it wasn't derived from something fun :)
I'm emotional this week, I miss my best friend, I want to talk to him and I know if he was here, he would go tell him to just ask me out, probably hunt him down for messing with me. I miss that even though it annoyed me when he did it. And for the life of me, I can't figure out what the hell I did to piss him off. He won't even look me in the eye anymore. If he wasn't interested, then why is he avoiding eye contact, hmmm?
time for bed, i'm going to be so sore in the morning, well at least I re-adjusted my back with the fall.
1:48:20 AM 
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