should I or should I not tell him about this blog? I mean he was reading the other one and got mad at me for assuming I was making insinuating comments about him in public and all I said was that I like him, never mention his name and once said he was hot and sexy - which btw where compliments if anything not insinuating at all but part of me thinks if he was somewhat interested if he was reading the blog in the first place but then again in his case maybe he was just reading the blog because he wasn't interested?? Got me, I have no idea how men's brains work, seriously you've got me. Any clues out there from other men?
I went to home depot today to get concrete paint or stain, home depot is so beyond frustrating, weekends are terrible, they never have enough staff and the ones that are sitting around looking bored don't know anything. I finally found someone that could help with my question and he asked me why I wanted to remove my carpet and paint the foundation, I didn't ask for his opinion, I wanted to know the difference between stain and paint. I don't care if he thinks its a bad idea or not, its not his home, its mine.
And one of my clients who is an architectural firm suggested that he could help with the design of my house, now he offers, what about when I asked for help? All of the sudden, he's interested because I said I was going to paint the floors, he offered suggestions. Don't get me wrong, I like him as a person but not interested in his help at this point.
I realized something today, all these designers (architectural and landscape) how can you design something if you have no idea how to build it? Everyone I've asked for some guidance has never picked up a tool or done something themselves, there are a few exceptions but in general I guess I feel if you're going to design something, maybe you should have some idea how its built and case in point, I have this design for my bathroom and could not for the life of me find a welder to build it, so I'm taking a welding class to learn how to weld and build my own design - totally cool, if you can't find it, learn it and do it yourself.
what happened to Zy? I have this whole pitcher of margaritas here and she never called back, I wanted to hear about her training and how she was feeling and about her friend's mother and everything and I wanted some girl time to share what was going on with me and she didn't call back. D said she was coming over, he was ok with it, so what happened, I know she just got back and probably need to catch up on work and things since they're going again for more training and they both seem so much happier but I wanted girl time, it sucks, I never wanted girl time until I had a friend that I could share things with and she didn't call back damnit.
i think all thoughts out of my head now...
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