Somehow on next to no sleep, I stayed out of the apartment for a solid 12 hours. A few hours filming a clown-car chase, which was pretty fun. Then "Honfest" and hanging out. I saw Phantom on video finally. A good day.
Soft thinking on the empathy-goal. We're all f'd up. I have to be empathetic to flaws that are not my own in hopes that others will do the same. I don't have to know "truth" in order to accept that people are people and ... other than protecting myself from injury when possible, I should try to accept the flaws as part of the bigger picture. The part I'm still struggling a bit with is how to look past those at and still be open to a relationship that matters. It's a mental struggle. For some reason, having some foundation before problems makes the accepting so much easier. I have nice rose-colored glasses once I have some love-foundation. For now I suppose I can just try to be open/empathetic and let nature take it's course.
Anywho, that's where I am today. Hopefully soon I'll be there and asleep.
9:54:48 PM 
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