Tonight was really odd and I have no clue why. Derek wanted to hang out before he left for Florida this week. We chose today. We met up at our usual spot and walked around; I got some shampoo and a burrito. The whole time it just felt uncomfortable. Like, he was tired and didn't want to be there. I took him back to the house and showed him around a little. I ended up talking with him in my room and it felt like I was trying extra super duper hard. I wanted to just not talk, but it wouldn't have felt right to just sit there with a blank look on my face. I don't really know what was going on. Later on I took him back to his car and hugged him goodbye. That will be the last time I see him until probably the new year. I'm sad. I always end up feeling sad when I from hanging out with Derek. I'm sad because I know he's leaving sooner and sooner. I'm sad because...I'm just sad. I hope he travels safely and has a nice Christmas with his family and friends. After that I had this need to be with something familiar. I called Anthony and he wasn't doing anything. He was more than glad to let me come over and talk to him. I'm glad I did. I was able to talk about some things today and just take a load off from the day. I left so he could call his girlfriend. I actually started talking to one of Anthony's friends today. He met a guy named Jason from the LJ meetup last month. I read through his interests and they are really similiar to what I like. Wowza. Good stuff. We talked a lot about music today and we are making mixes for each other and we're swapping on Saturday. Miguel is around now. I need to talk to him.
11:21:22 PM  #  Speak to Me []

Last night quite a few issues were resolved with Anthony and I. There were some actions and things left unsaid that made for a negative experience this week(end). Talked about it last night and everything is cleared up. It was important for me because out of the few friends I do have, Anthony is one I'd particularly like to keep. Briona is one of those friends too. Well, the 4 friends I do have around ones I wouldn't want to disappear. I took him down to Pennylane and Fingerprints. I love sharing good music with friends. He bought some Residents, an older Primus album, a DVD and the '78 London "RHPS" Cast CD. Tom Waits still owns over everyone.

Today I was in the right place at the right time. Walking out of an unnamed coffee shop, I recognized someone from Chili's. I tapped on his window and low and behold, it was everyone's favorite Cuban, L (his name is way too unique and if he ever did a Google search, he'd end up right here. That's bad)! He's known my pops for about a year and I've been talking with him at the bar for about 6 months. He asked what I was up to and I said I was spending a big portion of my time looking for a job. It turns out he's a job developer for an also unnamed South Bay company. He asked me to fax him my resumé and give him a call later today. He asked me to send him my resumé!! Oh my gracious! I am so stoked! I also inquired about a bank teller position here in Long Beach. I hope I hit a stroke of luck.
9:54:13 AM  #  Speak to Me []

I'm loved..and by Miguel!!!

Miguel: I knew you were going to say that
Me: lol
Me: ESP workin, eh?
Miguel: god I love you
Me: really?!
Miguel: yup
Me: yay!! *hugs*
Miguel: yup
Me: someone loves meeeeeee!
Miguel: *hugs, taps that azz*

Oh, and BTW, Tom Waits owns. He owns your ass.
1:06:40 AM  #  Speak to Me []