Tuesday, December 24, 2002
Mix #2 for Jason is almost done. I wasn't expecting much out of me when I started this but I'm thinking this is going to be another good cd. I'm going to go visit Aaron at work tonight because it's not good to be home right now. There was a really big fight here and I almost did something really stupid. Not any of that self-mutilation crap. Man, I just filed for unemployment. I feel like such a loser. I got a call back about a bank teller position. I want it. I want it now damnit!
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Some guys are just complete assholes and some are sweet as pie. WTF? What's with that?

I had a pretty nice evening. Hung out with Sean-boy and Trav, then headed over to Jason's apt for some chilltime. Man, that kid has some great taste in music. I think I'll be making the rounds with my friends who will be home for the holidays. I hope I can chill with Jason this week before Abie comes around. The only night would be tomorrow or Wednesday. Thursday night I'll be in Riverside (ugh) and I told Aaron I might visit him on Wednesday. He'll be working Friday too. Now I know what I'll do. *thinks* lol

Tonight with Jason was nice. I got to the apt around 10:30. He had some candles lit and really good music. We sat around and talked about all sorts of stuff. Of course, I was loud and using my hands to talk way too much. I need to remember to tone it down lol Being loud is okay outside. He walked me down to the car (suprise there! in the 40 degree cold weather!) and he even gave me a little kiss. I feel like such a little girl haha Why am I talking? It's 2 am, I need to sleep.
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