Sunday, December 15, 2002
Anthony is really really pissed off at me. I hate this. I said something I shouldn't have to Jason about his new relationship. I might not agree with it but I should have minded my own business. Now he won't talk to me and he's refusing to go to the LJ meetup. I really hate when I piss my friends off. I don't realize I did it until the reprocussions happen. Fuck. Anthony really is one of my only friends. I love him like the best friend anyone could have. I don't know how fix this. I wonder if it will ever be fixed. I probably ruined his entire weekend. *sigh* I'll do a survey I'm stealing from Jason who stole it from Anne.

I Have Brand Loyalty To: 1.] Gap (shut up) 2.] Apple 3.] Cost Plus World Market 4.] LA Times (best newspaper) 5.] OPI nail polish

Five Snacks I Enjoy: 1.] Red Chile chips-n-salsa 2.] carrots/brocolli/bellpeppers with ranch dressing 3.] chocolate chips 4.] apples 5.] can't think of anymore

Five Turn-Ons: 1.] good taste in music 2.] knowing exactly what I'm talking about, even when it's some skewed idea that's completely insane 3.] good hair 4.] good speaking habits (good grammar, vocabularly, etc. Shows education, both cultural and academic) 5.] confidence

Five Turn-Offs: 1.] ignorance 2.] bad taste in music 3.] living in a bubble 4.] identifing with a genre (think for yourself once in awhile...) 5.] rudness

Five Locations I'd Like to Run Away To: 1.] Scotland 2.] Seattle (to go hang with Mike) 3.] an apartment in Hollywood 4.] a farm 5.] the beach

Five Bad Habits I Have: 1.] not listening to figures of authority 2.] skipping class 3.] buying stupid shit 4.] forgetting everything! 5.] not taking care of my car

Five Good Habits I Have: 1.] finding something to identify with in everyone 2.] always finding new music 3.] keeping my bro out of trouble 4.] obessivly cleaning my kitchen 5.] keeping everything organized

Five T.V. Shows I Like: 1.] The Screen Savers 2.] That show on TLC with Henry Rollins 3.] Premium Blend 4.] Oliver's Travels (Food TV. Jamie is such a cutie!) 5.] Fresh Gear with Sumi Das

10 Years Ago, I... 1.] was running around a playground in a school uniform 2.] still went to church 3.] watched my two best friends move away 4.] still had a nanny 5.] wanted to be a meteorologist

5 Years Ago, I... 1.] was an ugly duckling 2.] was in junior high 3.] listned to some pretty shitty music 4.] still played soccer 5.] got into a car accident

1 Year Ago, I... 1.] just broke up with James 2.] was hoping and praying I got into LMU 3.] went on the first, only, and last blind date. God, that was horrible. 4.] really started listening to really good music 5.] was graduating high school in one semester

Today, I... 1.] pissed off my best friend to the point of no return 2.] hung out with Jason in Belmont Shore 3.) had a really good day, until I got home. 4.] also hung out with Miguel 5.] talked too much and now my throat really hurts

Yesterday, I... 1.] turned in my first final 2.] hung out with Anthony 3.] fought with my mom 4.] talked with my Uncle John (everyone ostricizes him because he's made a lot of the family but I really like him) 5.] bought some things I probably shouldn't have

Tomorrow, I will... 1.] study 2.] clean the kitchen 3.] study 4.] attempt to talk with Anthony and make this situation better 5.] finally get my car back. Jeez.

One again, fuck me. Anthony, if I can do anything to make this better, I will do it. I want to fix this.
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