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lets see get all my thoughts out on one day, hard to keep track but its life lately. Really busy with work and then I come home and work on the house...70 hours weeks for work - another 20 on the house, no wonder I slept about 20 hours last night...exhausted but feeling incredibly good today.
Air Conditioner - I got a new portable air conditioner for the office but damn it needs a vent hole - do I put a hole in my wall for it? Otherwise it has to go out the window and I don't know about that, it would be in my way but I gotta do something, its too hot to work in my office during the day and I need to work during the day.
Welding - I love it. I am going to build my bathroom cabinet, hopefully it will be finished by the end of the summer. I wish I could work on it now but I didn't sign up for the lab so I'm working on it during class time and will need to take another class to finish it. My cute teacher has been helping me with my design. I felt like I was out of my element having to buy metal but as I start to put the design together and actually do a mock version of it with cardboard, its making sense. I ended up buying steel for the base cabinet and the top will be stainless steel which I will have fabricated. The lady at the metal shop said I could paint the cabinet so it doesn't rust which makes sense or polish it and clear coat it. On that note, if you're looking for Metal - Moose Metal in Concord is really cool and very helpful - they don't have a website but their number is (925) 676-6667 and Contra Costa Welding Supply definetly very cool and helpful.
Artists - how is it that artists aren't googlable? And why is they don't check their emails? Am I asking too much? I would think they would want to be out there in the cloud so people can look at their sculptures and things and buy them. Also when one if trying figure out about her cute teacher - she can't.
Guy Advice needed - I've flirted, he's flirted back. We talk. I've asked him out via email - guys don't respond to that, I get it. I'll just have to be brave and do it in person..got that much but the question is why the hell does he disappear quickly after class, if he's stick around for a few minutes I could ask him out. He was really really helpful last week, got things for me, put them together for me, chewed on the end of my pen, put his stuff next to mine, told me about really cool table saw at his cooperative...flirting, totally flirting and then he disappears - WTF? .....I've got one more class time to ask him out, this week I'm going to make sure I've had plenty of sleep and get to class early and ask him out.
Myspace - I was trying to find someone on myspace and accidentally invited them to myspace page..oops..
Whispercave - the blog - I thought I'd try out wordpress and its not like I need another blog but whispercave is more for free writing to get me in the mood to finish my book. I've started to use my observation deck card again pulling out a card a week and writing on that phrase - never know someday might have free time to create themes in wordpress but for now its just another writing blog
back to work, I missed a few days at the office due to exhaustion and food poisoning (definetly will not be eating at that restaurant again)
2:29:25 PM 
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I've heard some bizarre things in my life but yesterday takes the cake. My chiropractor goes on one conviction to another, one year it was that chocolate was bad for you, the next year, only dark chocolate was good for you and while I have known him for over 20 years and like him, his convictions over the years are weird but his latest one is bizarre. I went in yesterday because my back was compressed, my hips hurt, my shoulder was killing me - normal once a month adjustment for me. As soon as he saw me, he was convinced I had morgellons disease which he showed me on the internet and why was he convinced? Because I said something to the fact, "do you ever have those days when you're just exhausted and disoriented?" And because I have 1 flea bite on me, 3 spider bites that I had an allergic reaction too. He told me over the years he had seem me with these types of bites and he was convinced that I had this diease because the symptons were: bites that spread over the skin, disorientation, fatigue, itching, delusional paranoia about feeling like your skin is crawling. And then he turned off all the lights and used a blacklight on my skin to show me where these little parasites where on my skin - damn, I need to use some lotion, my skin is really dry. And his theory on what morgellons disease is - where these fiberous parasites are coming from? The government is spraying a fine mist over the bay area, infecting us with nano-technology to control us....too funny
Me I can explain the exhaustion and the disorientation: I haven't been sleeping all that great and burning both ends of the candle so to speak and I got food poisioning Wednesday night..i was sick and when I haven't had enough sleep, I get disoriented. I really did just have spider bites, I'm allergic to them and I was scratching. I really do just have a flea bite and as soon as I get flea medicine on the cats and fog the house, those will go away. The white flakes on my skin - dry skin or it could have been metal dust, I was grinding steel the night before.
He suggested that I take a bath in Sun Detergent, Alfala Tablets and Silver Occhidal. The silver he sprayed on me - burning stinging sensation - he said that was because the parasites were dying. Personally, me thinks I'm allergic to it. He started checking all the cuts and bruises on my arms and legs - dude, I can explain every one of those, bruises on my arm - I walked into a walk accidentally. Cut on my knee, I probably walked into the desk. I'm a space - I'll admit it
Are we infected with fiberous nano-technolgy? I don't think so.
I've gotta learn not to tell him things, he takes it so literally. He told me I wasn't alone, that there were many others with my symptons. Cool, other people are exhausted and have spider bites. Good to know. And if Morgellons Disease turns out to be a real disease, then great but I don't have it.
2:09:16 PM
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I've lost inches, lots of inches, wow, lots and lots of inches. I'm finally under 200, yeah!!!
April 2007 Measurements:
38
44
46
End of June Measurements:
36
38
42
Shit, I hit the wrong button and lost everything I just typed out. Let see if I can remember what I just wrote out....
I'm don't seem to notice the weight loss in the mirror but I have noticed in my clothes - my old tshirts which used to be tight are huge on me, they feel like they belong to D. My jeans are huge, I have one pair that was my skinny jeans which now I have to use a belt to keep on, maybe its time to buy some new skinny jeans. D's favorite tee which I never gave back, its like I'm swimming in it now, doesn't fit at all. Hopefully by the end of the summer I'll be 1/2 way to my ideal body/weight size. At the rate I'm losing the inches, maybe by the end of summer, I'll be down to ideal size with the weight coming off too...
Ideal Size
36
34
36
1:45:00 PM
Weight Loss
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