Thursday, July 29, 2004

I dreamt last night of buildings again, vague constructions going on in my neighborhood, perhaps, hopefully some indication of new categories of information being made more solid, more accessible in my head. In part of the dream, I found Alobar, who was living in a world underwater, from which he did not want to have himself removed, perhaps some indicator of the gap between dimensions. I feel as if I can visit him now, if my subconcious somehow needs to, that his memory is intact, his essences stored, in another plane of existence. That may be a point for exploration later on as well. 9:15:58 AM

This is a parenthetical thought that escaped the framing the other night, but the fact that in the face of fear and uncertainty, even for the very survival of species, or the idea that humans can be human someday, having a child represents hope, not just for survival, but the idea that the very hopes that provide life be passed on through that little being. 12:13:49 AM