115th Mechanized Company
Monday morning we gathered with our son, Bob, and 120 other soldiers, their friends and family to bid farewell. We don't know much right now. The 115th is headed for Ft. Bliss and then on to the Middle East. The last month has been filled with family gatherings, long goodbyes, serious conversations and some light-hearted moments. Mostly we've all just been wondering.
Bob has taken a practical approach. Just about every day I asked him how he was doing. And every time I asked he would express the desire to just get on with his deployment. He doesn't want to be a full-time soldier, but if he has to go he'd just as soon get on with it. Well, now he's gone.
Last night he called from Texas. He's living in a 500 man tent. Sounds cozy in that not-so-fun sort of way. He asked if anything new had happened since his departure. Um..... no, nothing new in the last 36 hours. When I told his youngest sister her reaction was, "he's homesick already."
Monday morning we heard from a few of the Utah National Guard leaders. They said all of the right things. They intend to bring the entire company back safely. One General said, "Remember, you're not safe until you're back in this room." It sounded a bit corny and yet it was completely sincere and appreciated.
One soldier standing close to me talked about how this was his second tour. Seven months ago he returned from Afghanistan. His oldest son is in the guard and is stationed in Afghanistan now. I wonder what it takes for a 40something guy to leave his family yet again. He told me that the only regret he had is that the real story of what is going on and how we are doing is not getting out. Media bias was on his mind on this day when he was saying goodbye and leaving his friends and family behind. I just can't find the words to express how I felt standing in this crowd of 500+ people. For sure this affects the lives of far more than the 120 who shipped out.
So, the 115th is gone. We are left behind to wonder, worry and wait..........
9:18:35 PM
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