someone today told me I was depressed and that's why my motivation and energy level is so low. Honestly, I gave that some serious thought today and nope, I'm not depressed, I just have no energy. When I went to the doctor about 3 weeks ago besides having the flu she said I might have mono and if I still felt really tired after 3 weeks to give her a call and she could run some tests or I could just ride it out - there was no medicine for mono just plenty of rest is prescribed. Hell, I did not kiss anyone while in Phoenix, I have no idea how I got mono *smile* but I did apparently.

When you're a kid and you're diagnosed with mono - two things occur (1) cool you get to miss school cuz you need to sleep (2) your mom takes care of you while you stuck in bed.

When you're an adult diagnosed with mono and you own your own business  - two things occur (1) you can't miss work because no one can cover to make the $$ (2) you're just really really tired.

I was reading up on mono today and it said it can take anywhere from 4-6 weeks to get your energy level back and when you're body says to sleep - you need to sleep. So I am taking advantage of when I have energy and use it the best I can and when I have no energy - I'm sleeping (ok blogging when I should be working, doesn't really help with the work load but it helps dump this thoughts out of my head so I can sleep)

And when I get too stressed, my energy level takes a nose dive which doesn't help me either. I have a potential client in Dallas who I sent an email last Tuesday requesting an address and confirmation for our meeting this Friday and he hasn't responded. I have called and left 3 messages - no response. He has til tommorrow morning to call otherwise, the meeting will be postponed to the end of the month - the longer he waits, the more expensive it is to flight there on short notice. I do not need to be stressed over some person who can not call back and confirm an appt.

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so I just read monica's post about loving daniel and those two have something amazing together and I hope I find that some day too which brings me to my current thoughts for today.

One of my clients decided to go with another network vendor which is fine they have that right but I personally am not disloyal to my friends and this guy - this annoying little IT guy who thinks he's knows more than I do pissed me off today and yesterday, he called me constantly to ask questions and then he called my friend to ask him questions about things he should know about. So besides the fact that I thought he was kinda of cute on the phone and would be interesting meeting him today - he had the network down most of the day - honestly if you're going to be changing things on a network - don't you think you should be more prepared than to bring down everything during a work day - most IT guys would work through the weekend and be more prepared - or at least in my experience they are. Anyways, this guy when I met him - omg, he was short, i mean really short. So after getting to this client's early - I couldn't work for about 2 hours because he had everything still down. Then he asked me what my connection to the other IT guy was - I told him we were friends and I didn't particulary like that they went behind my back and his and hired him. I trust my friends and I don't lie to them. And I don't like people who take away my friend's business and could he understand where I was coming from and why I was upset. He looked at me stupidfied. Yea, I was a little bitchy but I think I had every right to be bitchy.

Ah, I feel much better

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