have you ever sent an email wishing you could take it back because it was a stupid question? geez, what was I thinking? I know the answer to the question - yes of course, if I have to ask, then I'm an ID10T, funny, I can use that joke on myself.
One of my clients dropped off a truckload of extra slate he had lying around at 5am this morning and damn, i'm sore because it took me over 3 hours to move it from the front of the house to the back of the house. I have enough slate to patio the front and backyards, omg, I'm sore, used muscles I haven't used in forever and can barely walk tonight..ugh. But happy that I have clients that give away freebies.
I really really really like him and it sucks because I don't know how he feels. I know he's flirting with me. I know he's moving out of his comfort zone to talk to me. I know that and why did I send that stupid email? Because I feel like I'm 16 all over again, that terrible giggly girl that can't stop talking about the guy she likes..anyone annoyed wth me yet? What sucks is that I could fall for him so easily and he might not even be interested. Zy is probably going to shake her head when she reads this but I go from he likes me to he's not interested in a manner of hours. I just don't know and yet I do know that's he flirting in his own way, frustrating as hell for me, its like a slow torture of desire.
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