Cherry blossoms. Orange. Chocolate. These are my favorite things this morning. I'm dopey and sleepy and having to leave work early, but thinking of work I should be doing. Life is funny. Moods are funnier. Feelings are completely not funny or understandable. These are my morning conclusions.
Life is funny 'cause of people. Their expressions. Their choices. Their judgements. Their being without knowing how to be. And then there's the other elements like mother nature and animals that mingle with the people. It's enough to make you laugh until you have a six pack.
Moods are funnier because of their, sometimes unexplainable, shifts. The ups and downs and mediums that occur at the drop of a hat. And build on each other. One thing went well, so now everything else is better than it would have been. Or vice versa.
Feelings. Feelings drive me friggin' crazy. Things that I know shouldn't bother me, bother me. Reactions that I have that I know are not how I want to react. That it's harder to let go of things I want to let go of. Not that they're all bad. Sometimes they're amazing. Love. Happiness. Surprise. Blah, blah, blah. But, I'd rather concentrate on fixing the bad ones.
Life, mood, feelings...part of being human.
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