Its amazing what a good night sleep can do for your mental ability to concentrate and just write. Last night and today, I finally got caught up on my sleep and its wonderful, I had time to just be me. I found two jobs on nerve that I'm totally qualified for..that would be so cool to work at nerve.
Things I haven't remembered because I've been so tired the last few weeks, are coming back to me. My mind is finally awake again :)
Last night I did something truly for myself. I went to a bar in San Francisco where "j" and I ended and where we first met. Here's the thing, I know he hangs out there but I didn't go there to see him, I went to re-visit the scene so to speak, just to get it out of my system. Although if he had shown up with his girlfriend or alone - it would have been a blessing..I keep getting hit on by this guy with too much cologne on who thought he was god's gift to women..
And I'm here waiting for my surprise..Pete has got me utterly curious..
And today I got hit on by a kid (he must have been like 17 or so) but it was cool and made me feel really good about the changes I've made in my appearance..
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